Verbotene Liebe (forbidden Love)

Love is complicated! *may Not Suitable for Minor

This posting is dedicated to all my gay and lesbian friends! and to everyone who believe in the purity of love... Verbetene Liebe is a German soap opera... with a hundred of chapters and espisodes... but the most discussed episodes are about a sweet and innocent gay couple, Oliver and Christian. They faced every risk and barrier for their pure love! I'm hoping their strenght, love and passion gonna inspire us! (whatever our sexual orientation is... it doesn't matter) 

Too all my homo friends (who can't accept this sexuality behavior in theirselves), I'm really sorry...  I'll never judge you based on your sexuality, I know it's pretty hard to be in what you're now... but believe me! You can face all those things... and be yourselves! I always here supporting for your best! Plesae give a beautiful hope for your own life! I totally believe you can go through this buddies!

PREVIEW

VERBOTENE LIEBE : OLIVER AND CHRISTIAN

Episode 1

Episode 11

Episode 59



episode 89



episode 115 (BEST PREVIEW!)



for the full episodes list, please click here: http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=CE1738656BCC0E20&page=1

The Meaning of Art

THE PINE AND PINNACLE

Defining an Art in life is one of the most unique philosopher's stuffs ,Opsss!  I'm not in kindda "La Biblioteca" mode (La biblioteca -My another blog that discuss about philosophy and Words of wisdom. It was closed)... I start to learn  drawing, coloring and vary of other art skills since i was a child! At the momments, I was really in love with art! no matter what it is... i just followed what-so-ever people called it art! but when I was in high school, my interest slowly decreased, i didn't know why, and I stoped to draw when I was 16 years old. and just now...then, I relized how important art is in my life! It not only makes me relax instead energise mee too for the whole week..(ohhh?)...

I'm not too good in drawing or coloring but i just do it!..LOL!...

Last semester, I had finished my drawing... and now I'm killing my every friday evening for drawing! I love Art! and Art is more than just drawing and coloring! 

EL PINO y EL PINACULO

(my painting)

try this:  http://theartofjesse.blogspot.com/

                http://sarahsillustrations.blogspot.com/

                http://www.allcrafts.net/drawpaint.htm

http://lukemaitland.blogspot.com/

When Omen and Love screwed up!

OMEN VS LOVE

Oh, my goodness! Two  weeks had passed. and I'm still moving my butt to everywhere around in this 'Super-busy" period! My finger only can touch these alphabets keys to fullfill my pages after 

hundreds of hours since the chaos was started.  

Yeah! last week we got two most memorable days in the entire year! The creepy 13th friday and the valentine's day that had been fated to be sequenced next to each other! It was amazing!

Actually i don't believe in both, Omen and First-sight Love. But the theme ask me to write the entire posting like i'm practicing this oddee stuffs! Ok... below are list og my omen and my valetine (they're not too "omen" or too "valentine" since i try to minimizing this theme effect LOL!)

My 13th friday's Stuffs:

1- I got a lot of assingment! 

2- I lost my cell phone

3- I got a little crisis with my friend

4- I washed all my clothes using hand in a bundle        quantity

5- I haven't finished all my assingment yet

6- I'm tired

.......... etc................

The Valentine's stuffs: (hmm not really a love stories...)

1- I went to town with my friend and had a good day!

2- I become more opened in religion issues and more liberal.

3- I feel comfort with all my "extra-Islamic" friend! they're not bad! LOL.

4- The registration day of Botany Club was smooth and organized! great job! We've got 100 new      members

5- New t-shirts, shoes and new alarm clock!

6- i'm happy

........etc............

hmmm...... i'm really tired rite now! this posting is really feckless! I'm sorry for any language error!

syam's words: I'm tired be tired!

*no links for this posting!

Sweet Hottie, hmm...

...actually "Sweet Hot Tea" opss... Hot Sweet Tea? oh... Whatever!

Today, I'm not really busy like yesterday. I woke up at 6 am and washed my clothes (only 2 shirts, 1 pant and 1 SWEET boxer (???), so.. it didn't cost me much energy LOL!). That's all... then I stayed in front of this screen until 12.oo pm. I forgot about my plan to breakfast today. I got a jinggle from my SWEET friend, she is in holiday... (Chinese New Year Holiday up to 1 week here!), she asked for my help to take Mathematic Industry Practicle applying letter for her. (what? math! I'm sickening by this word!) and I agreed.  When I was already hungry, I went to my another friend's room and asked him for lunch... unfortunately, he already had his lunch (this guy isn't SWEET or HOT)... i hate to have a lunch alone futhemore its chile gravy is HOT.

About 2 pm I went to the Science faculty and looked for School of Mathematic and Actuary Science's General Office (i'm really unfamiliar with that place since i'm a student from School of Enviromental Science and Natural resources), I rushed to the counter and there was a HOT 

handsome guy (I have to say this, well... no girl there! LOL) ready to serve his client (me!) with a SWEET smile. (Hey! what are think about? I'm not that gay!)

When all the stuff finished, I walked away from the office quickly toward my room. Today is really HOT! I'm fully dehydrated! Arrive in  front of my room's door, I was stucked and suddenly... i remembered my mom's story about her favorite drink during she was in high school! "HOT SWEET Tea"... I know... it's an odd to have a HOT tea in a HOT day. I wasn't grown in a rich family, we're not having chilled fresh juices for every meal...tea is consider as a poor and humble drink here.  (I'm not in England, my mom drinks tea everyday but she doesn't look like a peeress) so... there nothing special about tea, but i just addict to it today (weird!)... I'm looking for any tea in my closet ! then find a box of tea bags...  I boiled the water and put a tea bag in... Let it be a little cooler and drank it!.. I was satisfied!

Tea  ( Camellia sinensis) is very common for asian people like us... I used to think there is nothing  to talk about tea... but actually, its taste really makes me  recall  my SWEET memories during I was a child... (Just like my mom did) and it's really peerless and... ohh... (unwritten)

to know more about tea, click here:

http://www.2basnob.com/tea-home.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tea

http://www.lipton.com/ 

(my family uses lipton)

http://www.planet-tea.com/index.htm

http://www.starchefs.com/features/tea/html/types.shtml

http://www.twinings.ca/TeaExperience/prepare-recipe.php

Syam's word's: I dislike coffee... we're just not a perfect match!

p/s: there's more HOT than SWEET and it's OK! (warning: Diabetes)

to Know yourself...

Who am I?

I  just woke up from my sleep. Oh... today I need to finish my reading on Cryptogam Botany. Well... science  (especaially about nature) really rise in my interest extreamly, I love science! really? oppss...sometimes I can't just say "this's really me!". I'm gonna turn to a deadly bored when looking at a "thick-brownish paper -fulled with black and white alphabets" book (usually science books). 

The other barier which not only divide me but take me away from being a "science people" is "I hate math". I'm totally not a kindda of guy who hardworking enough, wasting my time to play with all those god-damn symbols and counting for something  that I never think there's "a Thing" to be counted.(???)  It's just terrible!  Math is the most horrible thing i ever met in life! (what a nightmare!). No more about math! Look,  I'm easily change my mind! about science! (0hh.. Ok, not too much! don't think that i'm the guy had been mention in song "Hot N Cold" by Kate Perry)

I'm not a hypocrite, only because of I can change my manner and personality  everytime with other different person, it's just adaptability on the different situation. LOL! seriously! I'm not acting! I can be nice or naughty, devil and angel too (once again! i'm not a person had been mentioned in  song "God is Crazy" by Paris Hilton, - I completely sure, this song must be edited, Paris vokal alone is not that good LOL!)...

Ok... let's straight to the point (My personality is also can change to a criptically person... Stop it!).  Actually I just finished my personility test (forgot about my Crytogam Botany, I'm not in that mood)

so, the result....

Test Results

Your personality type is ENFP.

Extraverted (E) 50%	Introverted (I) 50%
Intuitive (N) 73%	Sensing (S) 27%
Feeling (F) 60%	Thinking (T) 40%
Perceiving (P) 55%	Judging (J) 45%

 

from: http://www.kisa.ca/personality/

and...

Your Results   Closed-Minded Open to New Experiences Disorganized Conscientious Introverted Extraverted Disagreeable Agreeable Calm / Relaxed Nervous / High-Strung Link to your results! Email your results to a friend! What aspects of personality does this tell me about? There has been much research on how people describe others, and five major dimensions of human personality have been found. They are often referred to as the OCEAN model of personality, because of the acronym from the names of the five dimensions. Openness to Experience/Intellect          High scorers tend to be original, creative, curious, complex; Low scorers tend to be conventional, down to earth, narrow interests, uncreative.          You typically don't seek out new experiences.     (Your percentile: 41)   Conscientiousness          High scorers tend to be reliable, well-organized, self-disciplined, careful; Low scorers tend to be disorganized, undependable, negligent.          You probably have a messy desk!     (Your percentile: 17)   Extraversion          High scorers tend to be sociable, friendly, fun loving, talkative; Low scorers tend to be introverted, reserved, inhibited, quiet.          You are neither particularly social or reserved.     (Your percentile: 48)   Agreeableness          High scorers tend to be good natured, sympathetic, forgiving, courteous; Low scorers tend to be critical, rude, harsh, callous.          You find it easy to express irritation with others.     (Your percentile: 38)   Neuroticism          High scorers tend to be nervous, high-strung, insecure, worrying; Low scorers tend to be calm, relaxed, secure, hardy.          You are generally relaxed.     (Your percentile: 32)   What do the scores tell me? In order to provide you with a meaningful comparison, the scores you received have been converted to "percentile scores." This means that your personality score can be directly compared to another group of people who have also taken this personality test. The percentile scores show you where you score on the five personality dimensions relative to the comparison sample of other people who have taken this test on-line. In other words, your percentile scores indicate the percentage of people who score less than you on each dimension. For example, your Extraversion percentile score is 48, which means that about 48 percent of the people in our comparison sample are less extraverted than you -- in other words, you are neither introverted or extroverted. Keep in mind that these percentile scores are relative to our particular sample of people. Thus, your percentile scores may differ if you were compared to another sample (e.g., elderly British people). Where can I learn more? If you'd like to learn more about personality psychology, take a look at these links to other personality sites on the web. Take a look at our homepage for more tests! from: http://www.outofservice.com/bigfive/ syam's words: Let's get to know yourself first before know me! LOL... try it!